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Fake it \'til you make it.May 29, 2010, 8:26 am
Fake it 'til you make it.
A Star Elder Message that was received
by Aluna Joyin Palenque, Mexico - March 20, 2010
In the sacred site of Palenque Mexico, we can see the light returning in a very powerful way. It is a sparkly, kind of weird, iridescent, almost see-through kind of light. This is all very familiar to me as this was the same kind of energy I felt 20 years ago in this very site when the Star Elders shared a prophecy, a vision of the future, with me. I had forgotten about this, because I have been waiting so long to see this manifest. I had given up on the dream of this vision. But it is clear that Palenque is coming alive, being birthed into a new world, and so are we. This is going to trigger things in us that are totally unexpected and new to us. We will not know what comes next. I can sense other event and transformations coming, because I can feel them cooking, but I don't have anything to share about them just yet. The energy is still too new. But something is shifting, and Palenque is definitely being elevated.
This new light has something to do with the earthquakes which have been occurring across the Earth. This new light has accelerated activity in the ring of fire. The Haitian earthquake was about letting go of global karma. Thank God for the brave ones there that took this on for the entire planet. By the time the huge earthquake hit Chile, the Earth had emptied out a huge space for this new light to come in, and I could feel a tremendous amount of light pouring in.
On March 20th (Equinox), while we were in Palenque, we were sandwiched between two earthquakes . . . one of which we felt. One was to the north of us (Offshore Jalisco, Mexico 03/20/2010 at 21:33:04 - 4.7 magnitude), and the other was immediately south of us (Chiapas, Mexico 03/20/2010 at 21:55:50 - 5.3 magnitude). These earthquakes also released a huge amount of negative energy from the earth. This is what earthquakes do. When the negative energy is released, it allows space for new light to fill this void.
After this event, many began to feel tightness in the chest, because this new light is clearing out the bridge between our heads and our hearts. All this light coming in is accelerating humanity, and is rocking our world for sure. It is activating our new hearts. This is one of many reasons why travel to sacred sites, that carry a certain quality of heart, is so important. They offer us an inoculation of pure, future frequencies that will help us adapt to the new world emerging. Palenque is one such site, and one reason why I come back here over and over.
This is a time for humanity to have courage and not be afraid. We are going to have to be clear headed and opened hearted for what is coming next. When we are fearful, we lose our ability to hear our own truth. We know that we have lost our connection to our own truth when we have to call our friends and ask "What's going on?" or "What should I do now?" In these unpredictable times, it is understandable that we might need some help getting clear by calling trusted friends. This why we need each other so much right now, because we will have these momentary lapses of time where we lose it for a little bit. We are human. But remember, we only ask for help, because we doubt ourselves, and doubt is a form of fear. As soon as you allow fear to dominate you, you cannot heal yourself, you cannot access your truth, and you are temporarily cut off from the light of spirit. We doubt ourselves, but we also know we are full of light.
Our DNA holds memory in our bodies, and memory is incredibly mechanistic. We are used to doing things certain ways. We have many unconscious habits which keep us in our ruts. When we break out of that habit and do something different, the first thing we will feel is some form of fear. Our pulse goes up, our senses are heightened, and we might get sweaty palms, etc…. This is simply human nature. As this new light floods the planet, we are going to be encountering a lot of new and exciting things in a very quick succession. It is a new world with new ways that are emerging now.
If you can get past being afraid of fear, fear can actually be a good indicator to reveal the very place you need to go. I think there is a book called "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway." You don't actually need to buy the book, because the title says it all. Obviously there are things to be afraid of . . . you don't pick up the coral snake in the jungle or pet a howler monkey, but when you feel a little frightened, it means that you are doing something new. It means that you are dancing a new dance. It means that you are learning something new. So if you are committed to growing, life is always going to feel a little scary. Did you know that fear and excitement are exactly the same frequency in the body. It is just that fear is excitement judged. It is all the same physiological reactions except excitement is a good feeling, and fear is a not so good.
I wanted to share this now, because we have doubts . . . every one of us. This happens especially after we have a vision, or have a moment of inspiration, or we feel like a little light bulb is turned on in our head. We say "Wow!" So, what happens next? In the next minute, we doubt the inspiration or insight. Doubt takes place, because we actually get a little peek to who we really are! We don't like to own who we really are. But it is time that we learn to do so.
Doubt always follows truth. So we need to ignore our doubts, and pay attention to our truths. Every time we have an experience or a thought that elevates us, that makes us feel like "Wow!", perhaps we should pay attention to it. Thoughts like "Maybe it is not that crazy to create heaven on earth. Maybe we really are filled with LIGHT. Maybe we are that magnificent. Maybe we are a part of God." But we quickly doubt these revelations. Yet again, if we get over the fear surrounding our uncertainties, doubt can be a really great emotion, because it is a sign post to the truth and the light within you. Sadly, the epiphany type moments are the ones we take for granted. The doubt we feel about ourselves is a lie, and the revelation we just had is the truth.
Here is an example: How many of you notice that when someone criticizes you, you take it right on board, and you stew on this criticism all day. But if someone gives you a compliment, you tend to shy away from it. Many of us do this. Sometimes when we get those beautiful thoughts about ourselves and the promise of our emerging harmonious world, they slip by us unnoticed. But what comes immediately after is the painful doubt. This hurts, and it gets our attention. We always notice the pain, because it is so unnatural to who we really are, and where we come from, and where we are going.
So as you are going through life and your mind chatters as it does, and you have that rising doubt, realize that that emotion never gets there unless there was a great insight just prior to it. So peel back time in your mind a little bit, and go back to the light of that truth you just had. Quit giving energy, or attention, to all the blah-blah that your mind records and plays back to you over and over. Your mind is like that little guy on your shoulder saying "Who the hell do you think you are? Why do you think you can do this?" Remember, the mind is mechanistic, and it just plays back what you allowed in there in the first place. Your heart does not lie, but your head will. The TRUTH IS that we create and do anything. Any one of us can manifest our dreams. Doubt is the only thing that stands in the way. If we simply follow our hearts, we can manifest our dreams.
All the dreams that you have inside of you which you don't think you can manifest, or you think they are too far out of your reach, I am telling you that they are not. Because all of you know me the way I am now, but you have no idea what I was like before, and what it took to get me here. I remember who I was when I was in a prison called doubt. I know that if I can live my dream, anyone can. Now, to put things into perspective, I think I am only living a small part of my dream. Don't think that I am living all of it. But this also gives me something more to reach for. We need a goal to keep the spice in life. I know there is more . . . there is and always will be more. But at least now I hope am going in the right direction.
One of the things the Star Elders are asking to share with you is to cook on those wild dreams that you have inside of you . . . those wild, wacko dreams that you have about yourself . . . and they want you to wear them. Imagine or pretend that they are already happening. When you do this you are telling the universe what you want to create, and the universe has to comply. When you start acting as if you are living your dream, you are. Actors have great jobs, because they can play all these different parts. When they really get into a role, they have left their doubt behind. The universe says "Oh, Merrill Streep wants to play Julia Child." Pretty soon she merges with the role, and it becomes a part of who she is. Why is that? Because the universe will give you anything you want. Absolutely anything you want, any time you want it, and as much as you want. You just have to start acting as if it is so. Trust yourself and follow your heart. You need to fake it 'til you make it.
The Star Elders also want to share that it is a good thing to cultivate an abundance of self-esteem, so you can hold onto that dream that you can be anything and do anything. The Star Elders want you to take it a step further. This is homework. Write down a list of all the amazing and wonderful things that you know you are (for your eyes only). Get up in the morning, and read it to yourself. Then claim it. Say "OK, I AM this person". Ask to be of service in the best, absolute way you can, and walk out of your room assuming that that is true. Each day it will get easier to claim yourself. P.S. . . . you can add to the list anytime you want. You will discover more amazing things about yourself the more you do this.
Coming to Earth for many of us has been like riding on a roller coaster. You get on the roller coaster, and you are going up that first big hill thinking "Whoa, this is going to be great." Then you get to the top and you say "What was I thinking?", and you want to get off of that ride as fast as you can. But you can't, because you are stuck, and you are going down, you are whipping around, and you are screaming and yelling and laughing. You get off, and you say "Wow! That was great. I want to go again." Right? Remember we signed up for this. It is time to turn the fear back into its lighted form, and that is excitement.
When we let go of fear and take another step further into our futures, we will get what the Star Elder call "the good stuff", because we are breaking old patterns and doing something that we have never done before. This is where the growth is. We are here to help humanity feel their excitement; not their fear . . . and help them hear their own truth. That is why you are reading this. Do you know how awesome that is?
Being In and Of the MomentMarch 3, 2009, 10:37 am
Accept the present moment and find the perfection that is deeper than any form and untouched by time.
The Joy of Being, which is the only true happiness, cannot come to you through any form, possession, achievement, person or event--through anything that happens.
That Joy cannot come to you--ever. It emanates from the formless dimension within you, from consciousness itself and thus is one with who you are.
Eckhart Toole
Indian PuddingNovember 20, 2009, 9:26 pm
• 6 cups of milk
• 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter
• 1/2 cup yellow cornmeal
• 1/4 cup flour
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 cup molasses
• 3 eggs, beaten
• 1/3 cup of granulated or brown sugar
• 1 teaspoon of cinnamon
• 1 teaspoon of nutmeg
• 1 cup currants, (optional) OR… blueberries drunken (over night) in cogniac, (my formula)
• Homemade Whipped cream or vanilla ice cream
Scald the milk and butter in a large double boiler. Or heat the milk and butter for 5 or 6 minutes on high heat in the microwave, until it is boiling, then transfer it to a pot on the stove. Keep hot on medium heat.
2 Preheat oven to 250°F.
3 In a separate bowl, mix cornmeal, flour, and salt; stir in molasses. Thin the mixture with about 1/2 cup of scalded milk, a few tablespoons at a time, then gradually add the mixture back to the large pot of scalded milk. Cook, stirring until thickened.
4 Temper the eggs by slowly adding a half cup of the hot milk cornmeal mixture to the beaten eggs, whisking constantly. Add the egg mixture back in with the hot milk cornmeal mixture, stir to combine. Stir in the sugar and spices, until smooth. At this point, if the mixture is clumpy, you can run it through a blender to smooth it out. Stir in the raisins (optional). Pour into a 2 1/2 quart shallow casserole dish. Bake for 2 hours at 250°F.
5 Allow the pudding to cool about an hour to be at its best. It should be reheated to warm temperature if it has been chilled. Serve with whipped cream or vanilla ice cream.
May 5, 2008, 2:55 pm
May 5, 2008, 2:58 pm
A great and beautiful horse died Saturday in the 134th (number 8 in numerology) of the Kentucky Derby. I've always enjoyed watching the best of the best horses run that race. Every year, I look at each one, and am usually drawn to a particular horse by their name and energy, I'm seldom wrong in my choice.
Saturday, I was talking to my step daughter before the race, and told her I liked Eight Belles; the only filly running.
My S. daughter asked me if I knew the meaning of the words 'eight bells'?
I said, it had to do something with a ships measuring of time, that they rang bells for a meaning. that it's the end of a ship's watch time. When the bell rings , it's time for a change of shifts for men to rest, to sleep, and others to report for duty.
A feeling moved over me, I quickly brought myself in a different awareness, not allowing that old intuition tell me what I already knew...
But one can not help but look more deeply. Symbolism everywhere, this certainly didn't run short of that effect. From the present political arena to the power that women are moving into today. There is much to digest here. Eight Belles gave us the most powerful of teachings. She gave everything... I do have great sadness about this, I am and always will be a horse person with so much love and devotion to such a Noble and Spirtual being. But to see this big 17 hand girl whip most of the big boys into shape has also reflected on myself and the intention of how truly I/We are of the same. Strong, filled with love, caring, but endowed with god given stamina to see our work through. Yes, Eight Belles me girl, you ran a race of all races and I bow to your teaching. May your sleek neck never feel a rein again, may you run freely and strongly like that of the greatest, thank you wonderful beauty, for we shall never forget your elegance as we reflect on your teaching.
Sadly but with great respect, Patti (Sapala Cheton)
12/24/08 This is something I felt that I needed to share, so much truth....December 22, 2008, 3:47 pm
Subject: Amazing experience
Near-Death Experience NDE Story of Mellan-Thomas Benedict
In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. The condition I had was inoperable, andany kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me more of avegetable. I was given six to eight months to live. I had been an information freak in the 1970's, and I had becomeincreasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and soforth. So, since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe thatnature had made a mistake, and that we were probably a cancerous organism on theplanet. I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had createdfor ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer, and that is whatI got. That is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is. It can feed back onyou, especially if it is a negative world view. I had a seriously negative one.That is what led me into my death. I tried all sorts of alternative healingmethods, but nothing helped. So I determined that this was really just between me and God. I had neverreally faced God before, or even dealt with God. I was not into any kind ofspirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about spiritualityand alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I could and bone upon the subject, because I did not want to be surprised on the other side. So Istarted reading on various religions and philosophies. They were all veryinteresting, and gave hope that there was something on the other side. I endedup in hospice care. I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 AM, and I just knew thatthis was it. This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few friends and saidgoodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private agreementwith her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours, since I had readthat all kinds of interesting things happen when you die. I went back to sleep. The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience.Suddenly I was fully aware and I was standing up, but my body was in the bed.There was this darkness around me. Being out of my body was even more vivid thanordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see every room in the house, Icould see the top of the house, I could see around the house, I could see underthe house. There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was verysimilar to what many other people have described in their near-deathexperiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it. It isalluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your idealmother's or father's arms. As I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to theLight, I would be dead. So as I was moving toward the Light I said, "Pleasewait a minute, just hold on a second here. I want to think about this; I wouldlike to talk to you before I go." To my surprise, the entire experiencehalted at that point. You are in control of your life-after-death experience.You are not on a rollercoaster ride. So my request was honored and I had some conversations with the Light. TheLight kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna,mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the Light, "What is going onhere? Please, Light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to know the realityof the situation." I cannot really say the exact words, because it was sortof telepathy. The Light responded. The information transferred to me was that during yourlife after death experience your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you aregetting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or Fundamentalist,you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a chance to look at it andexamine it, but most people do not. As the Light revealed itself to me, I becameaware that what I was really seeing was our higher Self matrix. We all have a higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. It revealed itselfto me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe it is thatthe being of the higher Self is more like a conduit. It did not look like that,but it is a direct connection to the Source that each and every one of us has.We are directly connected to the Source. So the Light was showing me the higherSelf matrix. I was not committed to one particular religion. So that is what wasbeing fed back to me during my life after death experience. As I asked the Light to keep clearing for me, to keep explaining, I understoodwhat the higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around the planet where all thehigher Selves are connected. This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy around us, thespirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of minutes, I asked for moreclarification. I really wanted to know what the universe is about, and I wasready to go at that time. I said "I am ready, take me." Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen: amandala of human souls on this planet. Now I came to this with my negative viewof what was happening on the planet. So as I asked the Light to keep clarifyingfor me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all are in ouressence, our core. We are the most beautiful creations. The human soul, the human matrix that we all make together is absolutelyfantastic, elegant, exotic, everything. I just cannot say enough about how itchanged my opinion of human beings in that instant. I said, "Oh, God, I didnot know how beautiful we are." At any level, high or low, in whatevershape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation, you are. The revelations coming from the Light seemed to go on and on. Then I askedthe Light, "Does this mean that Humankind will be saved?" Then, like atrumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying,"Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. Youalways have. You always will. You were created with the power to do so frombefore the beginning of the world." In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEENSAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self-correct like therest of God's universe. This is what the second coming is about. I thankedthe Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up with wasthese simple words of total appreciation: "Oh dear God, dear Universe, dearGreat Self, I Love My Life." The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It was as if the Light wascompletely absorbing me. The Love Light is, to this day, indescribable. Ientered into another realm, more profound than the last, and became aware ofsomething more, much more. It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and full,deep in the Heart of Life. I asked what this was. The Light responded, "This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna waterto your heart's content." So I did. I took one big drink and thenanother. To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy. Then the Light said, "You have a desire." The Light knew all aboutme, everything past, present and future. "Yes!" I whispered. I asked to see the rest of the Universe; beyond our solar system, beyond allhuman illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream. I did,and was carried Through the Light at the End of the Tunnel. I felt and heard aseries of very soft sonic booms. What a rush! Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of Life.I saw the earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor, whizzed by anddisappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the center of thegalaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this galaxy, and allof the Universe, is bursting with many different varieties of LIFE. I saw manyworlds. The good news is that we are not alone in this Universe! As I rode this stream of consciousness through the center of the galaxy, thestream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of energy. The super clusters ofgalaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I was goingsomewhere; actually traveling. But then I realized that, as the stream wasexpanding, my own consciousness was also expanding to take in everything in theUniverse! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder! I truly wasa Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland! At this point, I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence. Icould see or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity. I was in the Void. I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had crossed over the beginning oftime/the First Word/the First Vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation. I felt asif I was touching the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling. Simply I wasat one with Absolute Life and Consciousness. When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could experienceall of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and without end.That's a mind-expanding thought, isn't it? Scientists perceive the Big Bang as a single event which created the Universe.I saw during my life-after-death experience that the Big Bang is only one of aninfinite number of Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously.The only images that even come close in human terms would be those created bysuper computers using fractal geometry equations. The ancients knew of this. They said God had periodically created new Universesby breathing out, and recreated other Universes by breathing in. These epochswere called Yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang. I was in absolute,pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big Bangs or Yugas creatingand recreating themselves. Instantly I entered into them all simultaneously. Isaw that each and every little piece of creation has the power to create. It isvery difficult to try to explain this. I am still speechless about this. It took me years after I returned from my near-death experience to assimilateany words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you this now: the Void isless than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The Void is absolute zero;chaos forming all possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness; much more thaneven Universal Intelligence. The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations. TheSPACE between atoms and their components. Modern science has begun to study thisspace between everything. They call it Zero point. Whenever they try to measureit, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity, so to speak. They haveno way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately. There is more of the 0 spacein your own body and the Universe than anything else! What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so full of energy, a differentkind of energy that has created everything that we are. Everything since the BigBang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first vibration. Thebiblical "I am" really has a question mark after it. "I am: What am I?"
So creation is God exploring God's Self throughevery way imaginable, in an on-going, infinite exploration through every one ofus. I began to see during my near-death experience that everything that is, isthe Self, literally, your Self, my Self. Everything is the great Self. That iswhy God knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever you areis the center of the universe. Wherever any atom is, that is the center of theuniverse. There is God in that, and God in the Void. As I was exploring the Void during my life after death experience and all theYugas or creations, I was completely out of time and space as we know it. Inthis expanded state, I discovered that creation is about Absolute PureConsciousness, or God, coming into the Experience of Life as we know it. TheVoid itself is devoid of experience. It is pre-life, before the first vibration.Godhead is about more than Life and Death. Therefore there is even more thanLife and Death to experience in the Universe! When I realized this I was finished with the Void, and wanted to return to thiscreation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do. Then I suddenlycame back through the second Light, or the Big Bang, hearing several more velvetbooms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through all of creation, and whata ride it was! The super clusters of galaxies came through me with even moreinsights. I passed through the center of our galaxy, which is a black hole.Black holes are the great processors or recyclers of the Universe. Do you know what is on the other side of a Black Hole? We are; our galaxy,which has been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total energyconfiguration, the galaxy looked like a fantastic city of lights. All energythis side of the Big Bang is light. Every sub atom, atom, star, planet, evenconsciousness itself is made of light and has a frequency and/or particle. Lightis living stuff. Everything is made of light, even stones. So everything isalive. Everything is made from the Light of God; everything is very intelligent. As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light coming. Iknew it was the First Light; the higher Self Light Matrix of our solar system.Then the entire solar system appeared in the Light, accompanied by one of thosevelvet booms. I could see all the energy that this solar system generates, and it is anincredible light show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our solar system,as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light, sound andvibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star systems can spot lifeas we know it in the universe by the vibratory or energy matrix imprint. It ischild's play. The earth's Wonder child (human beings) make an abundanceof sound right now, like children playing in the backyard of the universe. The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal beings. Wehave already been alive forever! I realized that we are part of a natural livingsystem that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had to come back.I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had seen during mylife-after-death experience. I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there came amoment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my return wasnear. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other side, I meanto say just that. All my questions have been answered. Every human has adifferent life and set of questions to explore. Some of our questions areUniversal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in our own uniqueway. So is every other form of life, from mountains to every leaf on every tree. And that is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because it allcontributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are literally Godexploring God's self in an infinite Dance of Life. Your uniqueness enhancesall of Life. As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was Itold that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter. I hadcomplete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged with thegreat Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings of what Ihad learned on the other side. There was a "Yes." It felt like a kiss to my soul. Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again. Thewhole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I cameback home, and I was given lessons from my near-death experience on themechanics of reincarnation. I was given answers to all those little questions Ihad: "How does this work? How does that work?" I knew that I would bereincarnated. The earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness evolvesout of that into each one of us. I thought of myself as a human for the firsttime, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to bean atom in this universe. An atom. So to be the human part of God... this is themost fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation of whatblessing can be. For each and every one of us to be the human part of thisexperience is awesome, and magnificent. Each and every one of us, no matterwhere we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the planet, right where weare. I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere. ButI was given a lesson on how individual identity and consciousness evolve. I wasso surprised when I opened my eyes. I do not know why, because I understood it,but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body, back in my room withsomeone looking over me crying her eyes out. It was my hospice caretaker. Shehad given up an hour and a half after finding me dead. My body was stiff andinflexible. She went into the other room. Then I awakened and saw the lightoutside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I fell out of the bed. She heard aloud "clunk," ran in and found me on the floor. When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what hadhappened to me during my near-death experience. At first all the memory of thetrip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world and keptasking, "Am I alive?" This world seemed more like a dream than thatone. Within three days I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet different than Ihad ever felt in my life. My memory of my near-death experience came back later.I could see nothing wrong with any human being I had ever seen. Before that Iwas really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were really screwed up, in factI thought that everybody was screwed up but me. But I got clear on all that. About three months later a friend said I should get tested, so I went and gotthe scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of getting bad news.I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and after scans,saying, "Well, there is nothing here now." I said, "Really, itmust be a miracle." He said "No, these things happen; they arecalled spontaneous remission." He acted very unimpressed. But here was amiracle, and I was impressed, even if no one else was. During my near-death experience I had a descent into what you might call Hell,and it was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My descent into Hellwas a descent into each person's customized human misery, ignorance, anddarkness of not knowing. It seemed like a miserable eternity. But each of themillions of souls around me had a little star of light always available. But noone seemed to pay attention to it. They were so consumed with their own grief,trauma and misery. But, after what seemed an eternity, I started calling out tothat Light, like a child calling to a parent for help. Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came right to me andinsulated me from all that fear and pain, That is what Hell really is. So whatwe are doing is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors of Hell areopen now. We are going to link up, hold hands, and walk out of Hell together.The Light came to me and turned into a huge golden angel. I said, "Are youthe angel of death?" It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my higherSelf matrix, a super ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to the Light. Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn't that going to be wonderful? Weare coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or spiritenergy. Physicists use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what theyare made of. They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all that. Well, oneday they are going to come down to the little thing that holds it all together,and they are going to have to call that ... God. We are just beginning tounderstand that we are creating too, as we go along. As I saw forever, I came toa realm during my near-death experience in which there is a point where we passall knowledge and begin creating the next fractal, the next level. We have thatpower to create as we explore. And that is God expanding itself through us. Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have learnedhow to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. Each one of you cando this. You do not have to die or have a near-death experience to do this. Itis within your equipment; you are wired for it already. The body is the mostmagnificent Light being there is. The body is a universe of incredible Light.Spirit is not pushing us to dissolve this body. That is not what is happening.Stop trying to become God; God is becoming you. Here. I asked God: "What is the best religion on the planet? Which one isright?" And Godhead said, with great love: "I don't care."That was incredible grace. When Godhead said, "I don't care," Iimmediately understood that it is for us to care about. It is important, becausewe are the caring beings. It matters to us and that is where it is important.What you have is the energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does notcare if you are Protestant, Buddhist, or whatever. It is all a blooming facet ofthe whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. Itis not the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same God. Live andlet live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big picture; itis all important. I went over to the other side during my near-death experience with a lot offears about toxic waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, therainforest. I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear waste. Ilove the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest mandala that we have manifested todate, as an archetype. It, more than any religion or philosophy on earth,brought us together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness. Knowingthat maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we finallyrealize that maybe we are all here together now. For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us. Thenwe started saying, "we do not need this any more." Now we are actuallyin a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer. So Icame back from my near-death experience loving toxic waste, because it broughtus together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell might say, these problemsare now "soul size." Do we have soul size answers? YES! The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there willbe more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into ecology, go forit; you are that part of the system that is becoming aware. Go for it with allyour might, but do not be depressed. It is part of a larger thing. Earth is in the process of domesticating itself. It is never again going to beas wild a place as it once was. There will be great wild places, reserves wherenature thrives. Gardening and reserves will be the thing in the future.Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of energy tocause a shift in consciousness. That shift in consciousness will changepolitics, money, energy. After dying, going through my near-death experience and coming back, I reallyrespect life and death. In our DNA experiments we may have opened the door to agreat secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to live in thisbody. After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that youwill want to change channels. Living forever in one body is not as creative asreincarnation, as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy that weare in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of life and death, and enjoy it.As it is now, we have already been alive forever. This body, that you are in, has been alive forever. It comes from an unendingstream of life, going back to the Big Bang and beyond. This body gives life to the next life, in dense and subtle energy. This body has been alive forever already.Love, Peace, Blessings and Light BE for all, Firelight
Fear Not For These Are The ChangesMay 2, 2009, 8:09 am
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